cukup lama dah

Assalamualaikum, 20 february! 

Genap sebulan satu hari cuti blogging.

Well......everything is ok, and sihat and bersyukur.

i have got many things to complained (who doesn't?) but that made me more determine.

Insyaallah.

-though one door is shut, there are thousands still open to you!-

googled

 

CUTI LAMA SIKIT KOT

ohh, atas bukan angels saya,itu angel google ;p

(hati,jiwa,badan) saya ni kalu boleh dikerat, nak belah dua,

satu tinggal di puchong buat teman parent saya,

satu lagi dengan cintahati..

saya tengah packing2 nak balik island,

semalam cintahati saya dah datang nak ambil kami,

sedihnya hati saya tak reti nak describe

tinggallah parent dan adik saya.

ma ayah adik jaga diri baik2 k,

insyaallah kami pulang lama-lamaaaaa lagi  :(

terima kasih atas SEGALA-GALANYA

jom la ikut blik penang heheheehehe.

as for the blog,

i maybe do not have time to spent leisurely in front of internet anymore,

with 2 kids on my care, house to be spring clean and whatnot and what to ,

and we are shortly moving to new quaters SOON.

(damn tiring huhu)

and BAKAT opening SOON,

hum....i really do hope i am not as busy as last year (peluh tak kering tabur jasa demi karier suami,ffppuhhh)

to all yang singgah rumah saya, yang susahpayah spent some time for me,(walaupun anak buat perangai u all still cool!!!!!)

thank you, and see u when i see u.

take care.

semoga Allah memberkati kehidupan seharian kita,mengampuni dosa2 lalu, dan menerima amalan/ taubat,AMIN AMIN YA RABBAL ALA MIN.

Assalamualaikum 2011

hellu deary2 yang cantik manis hensem,apa khabar anak2 dan keluarga terchinta?

saya ok, semuanya ok, tapi dah 6 hari masuk 2011,

best tak?

pada saya biasa2 saja, selain dari kehidupan yang biasa2, saya pun biasa2 aje la heh.

ada satu hari tu je memang rasa tak best, well maybe because cintahati saya tiada bersama.

tapi saya bersyukur walaupun dia jauh dari saya,tapi saya dekat dengan keluarga saya sendiri.

hati memang rindu, tapi kena la paham bahawasanya (ayat tak buleh blah) kami tergolong dalam kelompok 'necessary sarifice'.

ok, cerita laki bini tak yah cerita banyak2, tak bagus untuk kesihatan blog :p

hari ini sebenarnya angel 1 berumur 3 tahun satu bulan,

banyaknya perangai dia sampai saya kadang2 nak menjerit time out!

dia punya eksyen dengan saya memang tak boleh blah punye.

sebab apa saya kata eksyen, sebab tok dia always and always on his side

  apa boleh buat bersabar sajalah, tak baik marah2 anak nanti cepat tua sapa susah hehe.

lagipun dia tak cukup kasih sayang,

yela ayahnya kan tak ada sini (iyela tu, tunggu hang blik island tgk mcmana hang eksyen sama ibu)

tetap saya sayang dan rindu perangainya, marah2 pun dlm 30minit pastu surut arr bile dia sengih sengih panggil ibu..ibu...

angel 2 macam biasa membesar dengan jayanya (eh...comelnya),

selera selalu ada tak kira baru bangun tidur beberapa saat yanglalu boleh telan biskut.

bila dapat seorang anak yang tak mahu makan, dan seorang yang terlalu sukakan makan saya memang biarkan saja angel 2 nak makan apa,

sebab seksa tengok anak yangtak mahu makan (angel 1)...

dan banyak vocab yang angel 2 sudah mastered, but the girl still refusing to call me ibu.sigh!

(itu turun temurun dari anak pertama, angels2 saya ayat pertama keluar mulut adalah TOK!)

betapa speselnya tempat TOK dihati mereka.

saya pulak, hehe, malu betul nak story,

dalam proses nak kasik cun skit,tapi sebab sekarang saya bukan di island, jadi kena tangguh dulu.

adalah sangat merugikan berdiet bila mak kita masak sikit punye sedap, ish ish ish.

hehehe, saya tengah senyum sendiri ni, nak diet tapi ragu2 sebab nanti kalu dah balik island rindu rinduan masakan mak sapa susah....saya jugak susah muhahahahaha.

permulaan 2011 adalah alhamdulillah, dan perjalanannya mudah-mudahan baik2 belaka.

insyaallah.

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah
 

He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

half empty

13 dec 2010

this morning i received news from sweetheart that he will be out tomorrow.

meaning that i have to get ready and pack,

for coming home to island.

meaning that i am going to be busy bee with BAKAT (or no big respo ajk anymore perhaps 2011?)

meaning that i have to be ready to take care my angels(alone)

meaning that me and angels going to leave my mum(again?)

should i be happy, or sad?

half-half i think.... 

hum.

this morning also mum told me angel #1 had threatened her

"nak balik island,nak balik island"

and she replied "go la, i hv no problem"

just because of he refused to take his morning bath

already know how to make tok's heart shake ehh?

(pandai mengugut!)

Welcome me!

Me,regardless of being a pro-hsewife(err temp ke 4eva ek?dh beranak sorang ni),this is the first ever of entry.orang dah bertahun2 jd blogger,ku baru terhegeh. Thanks to ayah,seeing his effort to subscribe broadband @ home,boleh le ku menceceh and diceceh.From zero to-moro,scribble 3X.No biggie,but atleast something for me to be&get busy.