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Both Aydan and Auny is running high fever. Sigh!

Wish you both well soon, dearies.

Lots of luv,

IBU

Almost a year?

Yes. It is. And life is pretty changed now, Alhamdulillah. Let see :

Kids
Aydan is 5 years old, enjoying his daily routine to Qdees every weekdays. he is very keen on completing his homework daily basis, likes maths and not really enjoying spelling. He is turning into a young boy, his facial features change to more boyish look instead of girly he used to put up with years before. Dulu kan ramai ingat dia gegirl..
Auny is 3 years old, and 2013 will mark her new journey to play school system. Hope she can manage. She is one 'tough' lady! I really cannot tahan her smell, it makes me addicted. It broke my heart since for 6 months now, she never miss asking me am i working tonight since she wants to sleep with me.

You both I love, always be, and please bear with my temper as I bear with yours.
Ibu is trying my best to be high level patience with both of you. Please listen to tok and tokki whenever ibu not around since you know ayah is not around.
I will update more from time to time about both of you.

Career
I am no more SAHM. I am climbing up my career stairs as soon as I landed 14 March 2011 in Hewlett Packard. I moved from Agilent to Chevron. And soon to be to a new account (existing). Insyaallah, it will be a smooth transition in between me and both parties.
I try my best to gain back those 4 years for betterness of our life, and i am not going to turn back anymore.Husband is still far from me, but may allah brings us closer to live together. Amin.

If only I can turn back time, there were so many thing that I wanted to change. But being in my shoes now, I get comfortable and learning to be more greatful. I knew that no one can change their own life except our own. I would love to lepak all day with kids like I used last time, but ibu is promising herself for both of your better future. One time in future, if you happen to read my writing, you know deep down I am thankful Allah for your presence. Both of you change my life 360 degress :)

As at for now, 09/27/2012

Hand in a pocket

Feels like the biggest

 in my life.

Right now.

Right here.

Menu Raya 2011

Masak apa ye? Kan i said in previous post i am gearing up for ...new challenge!

I am going to cook something like friends yang expert masak untuk raya. I have asked around thank you so much *someone* shared her family receipes with me, alhmdulillah.

Kenapa tak tanya tok? Tanya la.....ambil ilmu here and there.

I am going / planning to cook :

nasi minyak

ayam masak kurma

soto ns impit + mee

agar2 cocktail

roti pita daging cincang

Those knowing me might say "impossible"......we see how........hoW..hOW...HOW  :-)

Hubby please do not forget anything from the list to buy okeh??



Spagetti meatball Raya tahun lepas, 2011 - Part 2 -

Yup! Indeed! Mesti geleng kepala kan my mum in law kalu tau menantu masak apa.

And i agreed sebab???Sebab sangatlah senang dan tak pernah dibuat orang.(ada kot, tapi not raya pertama la). my BFF theme's sister did but open house la, bukan RAYA PERTAMA ;)

Which I also did from scrap, all those tomatoes, fresh oregano, meatballs, bla bla bla. Fuh! Fenat!

And yang bestnya, 4 pack of San Reno spagetti HABIS! HABIS get it? Licin.

The guests like it so much because something different, something homemade, and something not that "heavy" (since after semayang raya we got jamuan raya di Batalion area).

It was really a good idea, but oh boy I will not repeat same menu this year haha! Time to gear up.



Memori Raya tahun lepas, 2010 - part 1 -

hari ini hari jumaat, mood raya sangat la tinggi hohoho! tapi disebabkan Isnin still keje (halfday) maka mood kerja automatic adalah kelaut! hohoho! Bernasib baiklah boss saya ber base di Philly, bukan Malaysia. Tak pe, tak pe, second week raya pulun cuti habis. *pujuk diri*

Since this raya plan quite lil bit menyakitkan hati since i am supposed to raya KL first, then only Ipoh, now plan bertukar jadik raya KL first day, then petang raya pertama tu shoot ke penang. Hubby is not getting first week of cuti raya eventhough at first he said he'll getting one !Sigh!

Takkan sanggup nk biar cintahati beraya sorang-sorang kan,so being a very good and obedient wife, im coming home to Penang petang raya pertama. Insyaallah. May our plan becoming as what we planned. Amin.

Teringat tahun lepas, that time we newly joined 2 Melayu, so ramai yang stay di kem nak datang rumah. CO baru pun kata nak datang! Kuih confirm la takkan nak kebas tok punya, buat pun takkan buat punya (kata ada 2 anak kecik kan), so we bought yang saploh hinggit sebekas tepi jln,dlm 6 gitu. Bleeuurgghh! Len kali no need to buy. Better beli kekacang dan kerepek saja.Better!Lesson learnt untuk tahan2 hadapan. Tapi ramai ja yang beli itu pasal I dragged him to buy also.

Then part pagi raya meal, sah2 sunat makan before pi semayang raya and orang lak nak datang kan,being me i never ever cooked (ALONE) meal raya. No, left alone I cooked. I rarely cook,being full time housewivfe 4 years hubby need me more to tend the kids and him.I cooked but not so much :(

So cooking part was more on stall bought.

All those rendang ketupat nasi itu ini N.E.V.E.R. GULP!! I asked for mum's recipe of kuah kacang and boiled some nasi impit (4 freaking hours?????).

Not easy you know, dengan hubby pi takbir rumah ke rumah, aydan and auny with me, rasa nak nanges since I handled all things from scrap! Kacang saja my mum dah siap bakar,lain sendirik!Teringat balik put smile to my heart, tapi still geram since him cannot bring those two along. Gedebak gedebuk masak sampai almost 3 am kot! My mistakes.

Mum already warned cook after Isyak, so that you have more energy and better yet you can adjust here and there, but degil punya pasal, masak start at 12 midnite mcmtu, because I assumed hubby kan balik masjid ambil anak2. Tidak! Sendiri padan muka hehe.

And thennnnnnn takkan la kejam sangat nk hidangkan itu saje kan?kan??

Hubby suggested (the eve of raya - noon) to cook my specialty (sangatlah!!), I raised my eyebrow and he convinced me hey why NOT?

Wait until I let u know what he asked me to prepare!!! Part 2.

merepek

Eh! lama tak blogging, banyak nak cerita, tapi macam biasa tatau macammana nak cerita atau cane nak luahkan. Ramadhan alhmdulillah dah yang ke 15, lagi 15 gayanya, makan pun macam biasa-biasa saja takde teringin yang pelik2 (tidak pregnant), cuma emosi tu DAMN! amatlah menyinga bila ada benda tak kena atau tak ikut spesifikasi. Husband is being away for nearly 3 weeks, but alhmdulillah God made it easy for us,he took leave until Thursday (kot) and as he said, wanting to spend quality time with you and kids auuuwwwwww.

Which we did, pergi shopping raya, balik Ipoh, jalan2 Ipoh sampai muntah and balik KL,pusing2 KL mcm orang mabuk jam 1 baru blik rumah.summore with 2 kids!

Workwise?

Hum, susah nk describe, keje so-so, not too much but only from 10-20th reporting need to be done for 9 countries altogether, dapat lak boss yang amat sporting berpengkalan dia philadelphia nun, lagi la flexible meble hari2 banyak ample time.

BUT........kena pandai allocate time, if not you'll hook on internet, which is nanti balik rumah pening kepala sakit mata sebab byk sgt "membaca"....**

I love my work at HP, i love the environment, the collgs, especially the flexibility, but what i dont love is the future...

a lil bit hard to "see" future in my jobscope.

Tapi setiap benda yang terjadi ada hikmahNya, i believe that, insyallah.

TQ ALLAH.

bye. Dah jam tatau nak tulis apa.

berani dalam takut

hehehe, kalau orang yang betul-betul kenal saya, saya memang seorang yang penakut walaupun saya besaq badan.kalau tengok, mesti nyorok belakang henbag ka, belakang jaket ka, belakang tapak tangan ka, bukaknya kecik aje, kadang2 cukup2 nk tengok subtitle.kadang2 tengok part bawah2 kaki je.kalu part terkejut (nk lak muzik yang memang tak fail, leh luruh jantung i).

berani sebenarnya nak tengok, tapi selepas itu yang tak tahan tu.bila terbayang-bayang dalam toilet, kat atas pokok, kat belakang kereta, aissshhhh!!!! penakot tahap cipan.
hubby memang tau perangai saya, kalau ada iklan cerita hantu (khamis biasanya) memang dia senyum2 aje, then mesti dah abis iklan, "dah, dah , dah abis "...hehe.
thats why kalu dia takde automatic je mlm sikit nk ke khamis tu takyah la layan tv, layan je movie yg download tu!

So sekarang kadang2 tgh wat keje bila tensen tgk youtube, berpuluh2 cite hantu ada.yg geli mkn cacing pun ada (santau), yg paling tak takot khurafat sebab gelap aje dari siang ke malam hantu pun tak nampak.ramai opismate,so tak takut! aritu team lead tanya u tengok apa sampai duduk belakang jaket?ohh, itu tgk senjakala.hehe.

and yang buat gelaknya sekarang kalu ada cerita2 tak best mcm tu kt astro, aydan mesti tanya saya
"ibu...ibu takut ke...ibu nak ke?"


amboi ko nak.....berlagak ek!!!

things happen for a reason

Salam!
Ola my blog!
Dah lama tak update blog, quite sometime.
Many changes, i am now full time working mum instead of full time housewife. Nak masuk 3 bulan!
banyak pengalaman, banyak kenangan sepanjang 4 tahun not working, aydan and auny is now 4 and 2, besar dah anak ibu.

Life is not easy peasy, im not complaining but just a reminder for me and us. Ada kala diatas, kebanyakan di bawah. Tapi tak pe, Allah kan ada ;)

and tq mum for taking care of the kids! we love u *hugs*hugs*hugs*

**FASHION TUDUNG TERHANGAT 2011**

 

so adhoc, so serabai!

i really don't like ADHOC, LAST MINUTE job/things to do/events,

i hate it!

wish i can take it mind over matters

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no still cannot lah!

because i am not dateeen u know..my husband only kapitan!pppfffrrrggghhhhhh!

so duduk diam2 saje lor

I got you babe

They say we're young and we don't know
Won't find out until we grow
Well I don't know if all that's true
'Cause you got me and baby I got you
Babe
I got you babe

They say our love won't pay the rent
Before it's earned our money's all been spent
I guess that's so, we don't have a pot
But at least I'm sure of all the things we got
Babe
I got you babe

I got flowers in the spring
I got you to wear my ring
And when I'm sad, you're a clown
And if I get scared, you're always around

Don't let them say your hair's too long
'Cause I don't care, with you I can't go wrong
Then put your little hand in mine
There ain't no hill or mountain we can't climb
Babe
I got you babe

I got you to hold my hand
I got you to understand
I got you to walk with me
I got you to talk with me
I got you to kiss goodnight
I got you to hold me tight
I got you, I won't let go
I got you to love me so

I got you babe

never / ever / never

competition is very tough, unlike 4 years ago..sigh.
may Allah bless me with my new path, and a new vow,
and would never ever never sulked in that corner again, insyaallah.

cukup lama dah

Assalamualaikum, 20 february! 

Genap sebulan satu hari cuti blogging.

Well......everything is ok, and sihat and bersyukur.

i have got many things to complained (who doesn't?) but that made me more determine.

Insyaallah.

-though one door is shut, there are thousands still open to you!-

googled

 

CUTI LAMA SIKIT KOT

ohh, atas bukan angels saya,itu angel google ;p

(hati,jiwa,badan) saya ni kalu boleh dikerat, nak belah dua,

satu tinggal di puchong buat teman parent saya,

satu lagi dengan cintahati..

saya tengah packing2 nak balik island,

semalam cintahati saya dah datang nak ambil kami,

sedihnya hati saya tak reti nak describe

tinggallah parent dan adik saya.

ma ayah adik jaga diri baik2 k,

insyaallah kami pulang lama-lamaaaaa lagi  :(

terima kasih atas SEGALA-GALANYA

jom la ikut blik penang heheheehehe.

as for the blog,

i maybe do not have time to spent leisurely in front of internet anymore,

with 2 kids on my care, house to be spring clean and whatnot and what to ,

and we are shortly moving to new quaters SOON.

(damn tiring huhu)

and BAKAT opening SOON,

hum....i really do hope i am not as busy as last year (peluh tak kering tabur jasa demi karier suami,ffppuhhh)

to all yang singgah rumah saya, yang susahpayah spent some time for me,(walaupun anak buat perangai u all still cool!!!!!)

thank you, and see u when i see u.

take care.

semoga Allah memberkati kehidupan seharian kita,mengampuni dosa2 lalu, dan menerima amalan/ taubat,AMIN AMIN YA RABBAL ALA MIN.

something to remember by

 *picture taken on somewhere mid 2009-at 1y6m*

cari parking di tesco (hari minggu)

ibu : itu ayah, masuk parking dekat entrance

tokki : susah la,ruang kecik

aydan : sikit-sikit susah, sikit-sikit susah.

depan pintu toilet

auny : tok, tok,tokkkkkk....

aydan : bu, bu....dia tu sikit-sikit panggil tok, sikit-sikit panggil tok.

depan tv tengok ultraman

aydan : bu..mana ibu ye?

ibu : ibu dia takde, masak..

scene lain pulak

aydan : bu, pesal ibu ye nangis?ayah ye mana?

ibu : hoh.....! (family oriented?)

kedengaran lori paper lama lalu depan rumah

aydan : bu,tengok tu ye, paper lama..ada orang tu,ye berenti, ye paper lama,pastu ye pi ofis.

(maksud dia lori paper lama lalu, ada org jual barang,lepas tu orang tu beredar,tapi kenapa dia pi ofis itu compius)

berlari mendapatkan ibu

aydan : bu,bu, askar ni nak kencing lagi, tadi tak leh kencing sekarang boleh dah.


dannnnnn..........ini adalah hari ke LAPAN aydan being diaperless (started on 7th jan 2011),
eksiden 6 kali,tapi ini tok dia banyak tolong.muafakat membawa berkat (pada poket)

 

*pic taken on 2.2.10-at 2y2m*

kan tok kan?kan kan?
tujuan saya buat entry ni bukan sebab yang lain, melainkan untuk mengingati bahasa,pemahaman dan keletah aydan di umur 3 tahun.

Happy Birthday Ma! * 10.01.11*

 

virus

while i am busy doing my stuffs on the internet, suddenly, 

"your system might crash, press cancel to avoid"

DAMN!! my lappie is being attacked by virus, 9 all together!

double D :(

p/s : might be MIA for few days la kot.

sadis! sedih! dah tatau nak buat apa.

cerita pendek kekasih lama

janji nak cerita panjang psl jumpa kekasih lama.
saya ada 4 orang, tapi yang free cuma 2 orang. (seorang lagi businesswoman).
la, mesti la perempuan ;p

kekasih pertama namanya sharifah muharra diba al-jamalulail, dia best sebab dia paham saya,saya paham dia.
kekasih kedua namanya intan zulaikha ismail, dia best sebab dia paham saya.saya paham dia.
kekasih ketiga yang tak datang ,syakira aina wan bukhari, dia best sebab dia paham saya,saya paham dia.
kekasih keempat tak masuk korum sebab dia korum uitm (ini bab lain). tapi saya rasa kami tak beberapa paham each other, yes we are both complicated when we have each other (tak paham skip the subject nanti pening haha)

kenapa saya bagi alasan sama? sebab memang itu the truth, 19 years of friendship and still counting.
senang cerita, we understood and complete each puzzle.

hari jumaat 7th kami jumpa di kokopelli,pj.
best, sebab lama tak jumpa.
walaupun tersekat2 borak, tapi still best.
but i think we have to meet another time with playground beside lah.hehehehe.
sapa ada anak kecik sure tahu why.

nevertheless, i would like to say THANK YOU FOR SPENDING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME WITH HUMBLE ME. THANK YOU.....

Growing pains
Broken chains
A sad melody

Falling tears
Listening ears
A friend just for me

Reaching out
Sharing doubt
When life gets me down

Hands to clutch
Gentle touch
Can turn me around

Spoken words
Softly heard
Cognitivity

Holding tight
Loving light
Calm serenity!

(no pics cos we are not up to the mood)
(kena set timing lain kalau nak cerita panjang-panjang-panjang)

kekasih lama yang amat saya rindu

 *telur googled*

saya tengah bersiap, jap lagi nak keluar.
saya ada date dengan kekasih lama, excitednya saya mcm budak sekolah tingkatan 2 (ehh gatal!)
nanti saya cerita panjang ok manishatisyaza...tungguuuuuuuuuuuu ;p